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Life As Drea
"I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." -Marilyn Monroe-
Tuesday, December 20, 2011
Thursday, December 15, 2011
Dear You
Dear You,
I trusted too much. I have never kept my mouth shut over someone or something that bothered me, but I did for you because I believe your core is not bad. When my conscience/intuition/energy connects, it forces me to acknowledge things I normally do not want to regardless of the results. At this point, I cannot continue to ignore the parts of your life that I have a hard time understanding. Obviously we cannot speak about this topic either because it hit a nerve.
I have put serious hours and emotions going through this whole process because I do not like hurting people that I honestly care about. I pretty much knew what the outcome would most likely be because it was quite predictable. You can go about your way being the victim. I regret backing you up in the past when you needed someone to stick up for you. I said nothing to deserve the childish fit that I had to watch play out. I am incredibly unsure of how to deal with angry women. I have a touch too much of testosterone. (LOL)
I am resigning from my position of being the lucky one to blow sunshine up your ungrateful ass. I stand by my position. I have tons of LGBT friends. It is what is appropriate at a certain age. I feel like a fraud not at least saying to you, "Hey it is getting a touch creepy up in here". I never wanted it to get to this point. I am sad that it did. I know I feel better getting it out from inside of me. I was hoping the reaction would not be so dramatic, but it is what it fucking is!
The End!
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