Life

Ten years ago....Friday meant party. I miss those nights where you don't have a clue what you are going to do later, but you know you're going to have serious fun. When pre-gaming to catch a buzz was required, we are not paying that much to get drunk when we can do it at home first. (LOL) I miss spontaneous road trips to random places, and hanging out with friends until the sun came up! 

I don't miss random douche bags and hangovers! I do not miss surviving crazy shit I have no idea how I survived because of living by the "we go hard or go home" motto! I don't miss feeling as if i had no real purpose. I don't miss all the insecurities of being young and unsure.
I lived like there was no tomorrow, and I am glad that I experienced everything that I did when I was young and reckless. All the bad ass moments and even the sucked ass moments. I learned how strong I am and how weak I can allow myself to be. I grew emotionally and spiritually, and I met my saving grace.

Live your lives! Take advantage of your young and reckless years because they will be gone way too soon. Look inward for the answers you are searching for in life. Never be scared to question everything!! All our paths are mapped out before us. It is up to us to find the way. Growing up is fucking scary! This is why we cannot be scared to evolve as humans. It is our fate. I am grateful for finding the person God and Goddess has chosen for me to live out the rest of my life with. I cherish that I was blessed with two beautiful and healthy children. There are still times I miss my 20s, but I am excited about living my life with more confidence as a woman, wife, mother, daughter, and sister. My confidence strengthens each day, and life is much easier when you know without doubt who you are and want to be.