truth

Surrounded by love

yet I am incapable of feeling

Cold and lost

I need help.

I hate the miserable person I have become

Alone

I isolate in my dark room

Not leaving this bed again for I have lost the will

Going through the motions

Physically present

Emotionally vacant

I am a hate filled bitch

Bitter and jaded

I fail and disappoint everyone

They will never understand my demons

I will be hated for my horrible ways

I am prepared for the wrath

Come take me

I don't want to be here anymore

I'm diving downward head first

I can't give two fucks anymore

This mania is too much

Evil is running through my veins

I embrace it